Are you afraid of being alone?

I need to accept the fact that I have no one. Like no one….

And do I have complains? - no not anymore.

I have beautiful people in my friends list offline and online. But its just that I don't get the love I want.

Is it possible for sisters to have different skin, hair colours, and hair types? E.g. hair= wavy, afro, straight, curly, black, brown, blonde, red. Skin colour: brown, peach, light brown and more.

Anyways after all this I got so humble yet so quiet.

Although am still on the journey to heal my self so that my broken parts don't cut innocent people.

Someday my prayers, my tears, my faith , my hardwork everything is going to give me answers that am actually trying to find for.

How do you view men and women who cheat?

At times I often think that is it me?Who was once geet…. complete package of chatter box anyone can ever find.

Or maybe it did. But i didn't care. Or I was running from the fact that I have no one.

Anyways people leave. So did he. He was different for me but he did leave……not leave actually he replaced me at the end just like everyone. Even after knowing my scars. He concealed it with some cheap concealer( which were ofcourse his promises). Afterall it was cheap concealer. As time passes cheap concealer leaves patches on your face. Which does look like fresh scars which were highlighted.

How would you advertise if you wanted to be a "tour guide" who can take you through the dark web while warning you what not to look at and not to click on?

Toodles🦭

I was in hostel so it was all day studying hostel and not like pgs, nor Allen. It was like chaitnya and Narayana but some other college.

I miss myself. But ik the real me…

Why do the Republican city officials at Springfield Ohio continue to deny that immigrants are eating pets to sabotage the Trump campaign, even though immigrant pet-eating is now widely believed to be true?

Which is true . I have no one.

Yeah, yeah ik my outfit was straight out of fairytale.

But sometimes I crave to be seen when I'm quiet externally and my head is full of thoughts which trying so hard to get out, but me shutting it down everytime cause no body cares.

If an abortion doesn’t affect you, why do people make it a big deal?

Then i slowly developed this self love when I didn't even know what self love is. I loved my company. But as I entered into high school people around me forced to believe that you need people around. As I was always bullied in my high school.

Yesterday my heart cried alot but not my eyes. Cause my eyes have no tears left. Now only my heart aches and cries. I may seem very quiet and happy in the outer world. But my inner world has collapsed so bad that I'm still finding my pieces to fix my heart’s puzzle. But how could I? I have left my parts with the people who never really cared about me.

‘So I can't really expect someone to wipe my tears while they are bleeding internally”. - quote by me.

How did the trans issue metastasize within just a decade from being a question of kindness and tolerance to a tiny minority to convulsing a whole society?

I had good people around me. But eventually people fade or maybe I was just with them because I wanted to feel the void of my emptiness.

As I have already mentioned I was in relationship 🤡. So I use to feel he is going to be with me. Big big joke.

Though now I'm sharing all to my bff(god). Although he watches me every sec and knows what exactly am doing.

Why do men say women hit the wall at 24?

All the scars because some boy replaced me?

Am I afraid of being alone? Not really…..Ok! well sometimes ofcourse when I see on quora people being hyped in comment section by someone' who has they back, instagram besties and many more.

Heheheh<3

What are 50 random facts about yourself?

The only song I want to dedicate is MAIN AGAR KAHOON..

But my scars grew deeper & darker. So much so that I feel like no concealer nor any chemical peel treatment can fade them away.

As i was a kid.

What are the pros and cons of arranged marriages?

I was complete emotionally dependent on him with my filtered version. He still doesn't know the real me( I was scared if I will loose him if I show him my real side).

No no it was not only him. As i have been mentioning in my answers that I have been replaced many times since childhood. That kinda haunts me now but this fact never bothered me before.

I was always alone (no friends). Everyone around me were already in schools getting into high school. And I use to barely speak a word. As i was born late to my parents.

What happens psychologically to a man the first time he gets penetrated anally?

I use to feel always alone. Always. Though I had people around me and the most pampering childhood. But no one of my age who would understand my emotions well and play the exact game I want to. In schools I was introvert. If i ever made a friend I use to get replaced cause I was not like others. I was very calm. I did all the fun around people who i considered to be mine only bestie.

Though these days I'm being hyped up by <3 Poonam in my comment section. Grateful that my virtual people are best than offline people.

Im trying to learn about me. The day isn't so far when I completely be fine with being my ownself. After all everyone is so tired to have me around. Nor am being myself anymore.

Is there anything you did that you regret? If so, what is it, and why?

I'm not looking for a boy to complete me.

How immature…

Understandable after all everyone is dealing with something or the other. That I have no idea about.

This one question that left my eyes teary was.Will someone pick up the call if I call them mid night? - answer is sure shot (NO).

After continuously failing people laugh at me and my dreams.

These days are not really great for me. I don't get the usual breakdowns like before. But I have this sudden ache in my heart and flashback of how people treated me since class 1. But i often crave for someone to listen to me. So that my head gets free.

I had no guts to make new friends. And then college happened.

Thank you for being here.

Image source - me

So grateful that atleast god listens to me. Without giving me advices of how and why…blah blah.. he just listens.